Pre-Existing Condition

I have a pre-existing condition
and am therefore denied.
lol.
something about me adds color
to my face and
understanding.
i have this ailment which
desires comprehension,
comprehensibility,
honesty.
it's a sickness to need to
spread these colors from my face,
from my fingertips,
tie knots with strings just to tie knots with strings
because doing so allows for much more than
a string with a knot in it.
but this is too basic.
however, this is my pre-existing condition
and i've been denied.
lmao.